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Sleep well under the sweet NOCTURNEApril 07 i've seen this list so many times...every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life. • give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in • leave her cute text notes. • kiss her in front of your friends. • tell her she looks beautiful. • look into her eyes when you talk to her. • let her mess with your hair. • touch her hair. • just walk around with her. • forgive her for her mistakes. • look at her like she`s the only girl you see. • tickle her even when she says stop. • hold her hand when you`re around your friends. • when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. • let her fall asleep in your arms. • get her mad, then kiss her. • tease her and let her tease you back. • stay up all night with her when she`s sick. • watch her favorite movie with her. • kiss her forehead. • give her the world. • write her letters. • when she`s sad, hang out with her. • let her know she`s important. • let her take all the photos she wants of you. February 10 something had happened!after the nightmares, i shouldnt be surprised to see something happening. dad left until i graduate. something more will happen.. i'll just wait. i know it's coming after me. December 26 when you go crazy w/ quizzes....
actually he still looks like a boy xD November 28 just for youi really worry bout you hun.
your entries sound so depressing.
and what you've been up to scares me.
your life changed to much cuz of him
your world doesnt revolve around him...only around the sun.
im just hoping everything turns out right for you
and you needa drop the alcohol.
jau yap sau cheung sau gaan sau arr
i know there's a lot going on for you
you got the coll app, recital, man...
PLEASE WILL YOU LEARN TO BE SELFISH FOR ONCE AND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!!! November 15 heheh tatta hitotsu no koiO甘呢排開始睇唯愛﹐有我好鍾意O既龜梨和也。好奇怪就係我好想要阿G先生。見到唯愛入面O既故仔就好想自己都試O下﹐試O下同G先生﹐一個唔同世界O既人究竟可唔可以一齊囉。當我發現一O的關於佢O既事﹐我就非常高興。佢話佢係混波多里高+愛爾蘭+非州。好正囉~ 我好第2&第3 O麻。如果今個禮拜唔使返工就好喇﹐可以同佢去街街O麻~ October 16 self blamei really dunno how to look at my family anymore. all they do is blame their misfortunes onto others. they're all depressing in their own ways. my dad would be selfishly ignorant. my sister would be placing the argument on ransom, while benefitting only herself. my mom would not look pass the minds of others, only caring about herself.
what can i say? IM SICK OF IT! sick sick sick!!! sick of it all!
i can't stand how she thinks she's the pitiful one, losing the love of one daughter, bout to lose the other's. had she thought of how she allow it to happen? had she noticed that she disregarded what the daughters have asked or told, leading to this irreversible scenario? she may think that it's us who changed, changed to the very worse. yes we've changed. we've matured. we are no longer the young child who must held onto the mother's hand, yet saw another woman's face when we look up. i no longer wish for that motherly care i used to need. i wished for independence and solitude. i do not mind how little she can read of my mind, for i know that she never gave the heart to understand that sound imprisoned. not even a moment long enough. had she ever took her time to realize what i worried about and pressure upon? had she ever assist when i was lost on my path, lending a guiding hand? i was brought up with no help whatsoever in choosing my future. she gave no consent on what my plans were. she never asked. other than if i will leave her. i do not want to be dependent or be the protector. i was brought up w/ my very own armoury. they had been precious to me eversince i felt suppression. that weight of responsibility borne on my shoulders. she wasnt there to lift those rocks. why must she followed closely when im used to those weight?
sometimes, i envy parents who look after their children's actions. some parents watch over their kids' myspaces, blogs, etc. but no matter how much i wish she would read my blogs and understand my situation, there is no living soul to be seen. the weed tumbles on the deserted island. the island of cooperation. the island of family. sadly to say, i feel ashamed.
i'm ashamed of my fortunes. May 25 24% fake
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