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April 07 i've seen this list so many times...every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life. • give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in • leave her cute text notes. • kiss her in front of your friends. • tell her she looks beautiful. • look into her eyes when you talk to her. • let her mess with your hair. • touch her hair. • just walk around with her. • forgive her for her mistakes. • look at her like she`s the only girl you see. • tickle her even when she says stop. • hold her hand when you`re around your friends. • when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. • let her fall asleep in your arms. • get her mad, then kiss her. • tease her and let her tease you back. • stay up all night with her when she`s sick. • watch her favorite movie with her. • kiss her forehead. • give her the world. • write her letters. • when she`s sad, hang out with her. • let her know she`s important. • let her take all the photos she wants of you. February 10 something had happened!after the nightmares, i shouldnt be surprised to see something happening. dad left until i graduate. something more will happen.. i'll just wait. i know it's coming after me. December 26 when you go crazy w/ quizzes....
actually he still looks like a boy xD November 28 just for youi really worry bout you hun.
your entries sound so depressing.
and what you've been up to scares me.
your life changed to much cuz of him
your world doesnt revolve around him...only around the sun.
im just hoping everything turns out right for you
and you needa drop the alcohol.
jau yap sau cheung sau gaan sau arr
i know there's a lot going on for you
you got the coll app, recital, man...
PLEASE WILL YOU LEARN TO BE SELFISH FOR ONCE AND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!!! November 15 heheh tatta hitotsu no koiO甘呢排開始睇唯愛﹐有我好鍾意O既龜梨和也。好奇怪就係我好想要阿G先生。見到唯愛入面O既故仔就好想自己都試O下﹐試O下同G先生﹐一個唔同世界O既人究竟可唔可以一齊囉。當我發現一O的關於佢O既事﹐我就非常高興。佢話佢係混波多里高+愛爾蘭+非州。好正囉~ 我好第2&第3 O麻。如果今個禮拜唔使返工就好喇﹐可以同佢去街街O麻~ October 16 self blamei really dunno how to look at my family anymore. all they do is blame their misfortunes onto others. they're all depressing in their own ways. my dad would be selfishly ignorant. my sister would be placing the argument on ransom, while benefitting only herself. my mom would not look pass the minds of others, only caring about herself.
what can i say? IM SICK OF IT! sick sick sick!!! sick of it all!
i can't stand how she thinks she's the pitiful one, losing the love of one daughter, bout to lose the other's. had she thought of how she allow it to happen? had she noticed that she disregarded what the daughters have asked or told, leading to this irreversible scenario? she may think that it's us who changed, changed to the very worse. yes we've changed. we've matured. we are no longer the young child who must held onto the mother's hand, yet saw another woman's face when we look up. i no longer wish for that motherly care i used to need. i wished for independence and solitude. i do not mind how little she can read of my mind, for i know that she never gave the heart to understand that sound imprisoned. not even a moment long enough. had she ever took her time to realize what i worried about and pressure upon? had she ever assist when i was lost on my path, lending a guiding hand? i was brought up with no help whatsoever in choosing my future. she gave no consent on what my plans were. she never asked. other than if i will leave her. i do not want to be dependent or be the protector. i was brought up w/ my very own armoury. they had been precious to me eversince i felt suppression. that weight of responsibility borne on my shoulders. she wasnt there to lift those rocks. why must she followed closely when im used to those weight?
sometimes, i envy parents who look after their children's actions. some parents watch over their kids' myspaces, blogs, etc. but no matter how much i wish she would read my blogs and understand my situation, there is no living soul to be seen. the weed tumbles on the deserted island. the island of cooperation. the island of family. sadly to say, i feel ashamed.
i'm ashamed of my fortunes. May 25 24% fake
May 20 OMG quiz attack***You Are Periwinkle***
You're very intuitive and sensitive. You often know other people better than they know themselves. You're also quite optimistic, and you think well of yourself and others. You know your dreams will come true. April 23 1 Litre of TearsHave you heard of that drama before? If you haven't, you should watch it. It's based on a true story about a 15-yr old girl named Aya who was suffering from an incurable disease. She struggled so hard to live her life until the fullest.
I thought it was some cheesy drama at first, but once I started watching it, I couldn't stop crying. I don't know what I was crying about, but something touched my heart deep within. As the episodes moved faster, my tears dropped at the same pace. Never in my life have I cried all day. Sooner or later, they'll add up to a liter.
K - Only Human (Translation)
It's said that there is a smile On the opposite side of sadness It's said that there is a smile On the opposite side of sadness Up ahead from where I'm going to arrive at Just what is it that's waiting for me? I should have set off, not to run away But to chase my dreams, back on that far off summer day If I could have even seen what tomorrow would be like, I wouldn't have been able to breathe So now I move forward In order to go against the current, like a boat It's said that happiness waits In places that have been consumed by sadness I'm still searching for A sunflower at the end of the season If I clench my fists, and wait for the morning sun to come After my finger nails became bloody, my tears would fall If I've grown used to being lonely By the moonlight I'll fly away with my featherless wings I'll move futhur on ahead If a rain cloud bursts Then the wet road will sparkle That's what the darkness tells me The strong, strong light I'll move forward, and be strong March 15 Spirited Titan?I'm losing the spirit, first of all, my partner doesn't go to practice as often. Well she has homework and stuff. I doubt that I'll have a partner next year. I know how committed I'm, if I said I'm playing for 4 years, I'm gunna play for 4 years. Either way, it's too late for me to get any better. I'm fat and lazy.
Registration forms came today. Here's my plan:
Eng 12AP
Econ/Govt Honors
Chamber Chorale
Chamber Chorale
AP Calculus AB
AP Calculus BC
Chemistry AP
Mandarin 1 <<<<<HELLL YES xD
Alternatives:
Ethnic Studies
Physics
Not gunna take that leadership class, thus, ain't gunna be in ASB!! WOOOOOOOT xD
February 12 VARSITYGot in varsity this year :D YAY!!!!!!
But I don't wanna play #1, considering how bad I'm right now....
Not to mention how we might be the underdog again.
Oh well, it's all a game. January 27 It's all overFINALS ARE OVER!!!! What else is gunna be over? DECA!!!! MWAHAHHAHHAHHA I'm such a bitch for saying that "I'll take any class just to quit DECA" LaBeouf saw the drop class note. Oh well, hopefully she still allows it. DUN DUN DUN...
Gunna be going to SF later, when Gaby is off to Tahoe... >_< I wanna go too, I want snow, but apparently I'm too cold to see snow. Ask the guys, they all ran away once I lift my hands in the air. I'll get gloves someday....someday.... January 23 ::blank::I wanna get drunk.
I wanna cry.
I wanna sleep.
I wanna not do the report.
I wanna sing.
I wanna get NIL and [anima]. January 20 New shoesWent to watch Underworld Evolution today. Got the blood and the violence and the sex and a hot girl. It's all good. Went to the mall afterwards. I love shopping at the clearance part, it's much cheaper. Yep, I got new shoes!! Wedge heels! Supposed to be 24.99, but got them for like 13.03. So how you guys think of it? January 14 Pure seductionDaryl came by today to drop off my belated present. Pure Sedution Bath Bubbles. It's funny how he chose that collection and stuff. The scent isn't as seductive as Pure Posion :D
I hate my house. I hate my family. I hate my life. January 12 Finally..FINALLY I MADE THIS SPACE THING. Hell I won't even update this much, I'm too in love w/ LJ. I just made this so I can share my pics. HAR HAR HAR. Late |
You're definitely a flirt - and a good one. But you also know that you shouldn't make a move on any cute guy who passes by. You save your seductive moves for someone who already knows the real you. That way, your sex appeal is just part of the whole package.
And you're crafty enough to get away with it! But you probably wouldn't cheat... (Unless the relationship was pretty much over)
This may be hard for you to swallow, but you and your guy might not last At least not forever. He's somewhere between Mr. Right... and Mr. Right Now No doubt your guy is a great catch - and generally good to you The odds are, however, that someone better is out there!
Your guy is a rare find: sweet, kind, and loyal. And as long as he doesn't have three nippples, You should seriously consider keeping him a long time Sometimes a girl can't see a good thing when she's got one So let me tell you: your guy is a gold medal boyfriend Just make sure you treat him right in return!
When it comes to your body, your guy hardly notices It's nothing to do with the way you look... He's just has really fallen for you But make sure to stay sexy - keep the chemistry going strong!
You've fallen pretty hard for this guy, which could be a great thing. But if he's just looking for a hookup, this spells trouble. If your guy wants something serious, than by all means, step things up. Otherwise, find someone else who's interested in more than a fling.
It sounds like you and your guy are a fairly new couple. He's into you, but he's not willing to bet his life on it. But if you've been together for a while, you may need to consider why he's not hooked yet!
You have yourself a perfect gentleman and a total keeper Your guy almost always acts appropriately He's probably even very upstanding when you're not around There's no boy left in your boyfriend - he's all man!
The real you is something you embrace and don't mind enhancing. You know that a few beauty secrets aren't a big deal, as long as you look good.|
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